Real life really sucks

[nikil_san]

My mom is starting to worry me. For the past two days, she's been ranting about how she's depressed because we're "drowning" due to not having money. We may lose our phones (we'll still have our cellphones) as well as other things. I'll let you know if we may end up losing our internet.

Anyway, she told me she wants to die and that fucking scares me. Now I have horrible mental images of her killing herself, but I know she would never do that I hope.... I already lost a cousin from suicide, I don't want to lose someone else from it.

I'm used to her being all negative and shit since she's a pessimist, but this is not like her.